How can I get over my past?

Your past sounds alot like mine. I lost my virginity at the same age. It was also the first time I got drunk. Nothing "special" about that. Well after that I kinda went off the deep end. I felt useless and hated. My dad found out and seeing the disappointment in his eyes almost killed me. You are lucky you found someone who accepts you. He seems to love you. You have to put the past where it belongs, in the past. But remember that our past helps shape our character. Im 32 now and married and my past comes back to haunt me every now and then. But I learned alot from it such as how people are. Especially guys.As I got older I spot the guys who were only wanting to use me or people I knew. You can't change your past , but you can learn from it.